I apologize to all of you who read this blog (the 3 of you). Finals and winter break really did me in. No creativity here. I promise I'll write something when I think I have something to say. I hate wasting words and I hate wasting your time...like right now...
Dude, it is so freaking cold outside right now! I have class in two hours, and for some reason the word 'skip' continues to run through my mind. The more it happens, the more likely it'll come to pass. Before you go nuts, I'll let you know that it's 4 degrees Fahrenheit...without the wind chill. I don't really want to walk a half hour to sit in class for 50 minutes, and then walk a half hour back. I don't like picking snotsicles off of my face.
It's good to be back at the HOP though. Living with Ryan and Aaron for a semester will be legendary. Those are two smooth cats right there. Nothing but good vibes coming out of the HOP right now. This is a really good living environment if you ask me...wouldn't trade it for anything.
Perhaps it'll give me something to write about later on...
Showing posts with label Relient K. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Relient K. Show all posts
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Jumping for My Parachute...
I'm kinda bummed right now...I just burned my mouth and tongue sipping my tea. I was really looking forward to it, but now every sip is going to be a burden and far from soothing. Because of that I can't even eat anything, and I'll probably have sores in my mouth tomorrow, so I'm sitting around with nothing to do and I have lots on my mind but I don't want to talk about it because my mouth hurts. Thankfully I don't use my mouth to type so this is a solid choice. I'm done venting now...
What I really want to type about is this: I really appreciate music. I know lots of people who love music more than me and who understand music better than me, but I love how music meets me where I'm at. I love music's ability to articulate my thoughts and feelings. Relient K does this kind of thing to me all the time. I used to despise this band because, at first glance, they come across as really silly. Christians singing about a chick asking this dude out to the Sadie Hawkins dance isn't my idea of spiritual fulfillment. As I listened to more of their music I found that they have this brilliant quirkiness that makes a whole lot of sense. They talk about spiritual stuff in a very creative way and I can really relate to it.
In their song, "Life After Death and Taxes" (a little spoof on a common phrase...they're good at that) there is this one line that I absolutely love. In fact, it's one of my favorite quotes:
And this is how I choose to live
As if I'm jumping off a cliff
Knowing that you'll save me...
I like extreme stuff. I want to strap myself into a parachute and jump out of airplanes and off of cliffs or buildings or bridges. I love that feeling I get when I do stuff like that. I think those lyrics are a great depiction of the Christian life. Sure, life is dangerous and uncertain, but it's also exciting and beautiful! Why stand on the edge and think about the things that could happen? What are we waiting for? Jump! Wouldn't you do so much more stuff if you knew that everything would end up ok? I know I would! Not only that, but I would invite others to join me. "God works for the good of those who love him," right? We have the confidence that we will be safe when we land, so enjoy the ride! That's not to say that we won't get banged up or bruised along the way, but we'll be safe nonetheless.
This is a great thing for me to think about because like so many other people my age, I have no real idea of what my future is going to look like, and based on past experiences, my dreams sell myself short. With all of the things going on in my life - school, friends, church, relationships, ministry, carreer aspirations...the list goes on - wouldn't it be easier for me to jump, enjoy the ride and trust God to have me land right where He wants me? Afterall, where I end up will be better than what I could do for myself. I shouldn't worry about all of that. It's all in the Lord's hands and he's blown my dreams away time and time again. I think life is better this way...I think it's supposed to be this way.
What I really want to type about is this: I really appreciate music. I know lots of people who love music more than me and who understand music better than me, but I love how music meets me where I'm at. I love music's ability to articulate my thoughts and feelings. Relient K does this kind of thing to me all the time. I used to despise this band because, at first glance, they come across as really silly. Christians singing about a chick asking this dude out to the Sadie Hawkins dance isn't my idea of spiritual fulfillment. As I listened to more of their music I found that they have this brilliant quirkiness that makes a whole lot of sense. They talk about spiritual stuff in a very creative way and I can really relate to it.
In their song, "Life After Death and Taxes" (a little spoof on a common phrase...they're good at that) there is this one line that I absolutely love. In fact, it's one of my favorite quotes:
And this is how I choose to live
As if I'm jumping off a cliff
Knowing that you'll save me...
I like extreme stuff. I want to strap myself into a parachute and jump out of airplanes and off of cliffs or buildings or bridges. I love that feeling I get when I do stuff like that. I think those lyrics are a great depiction of the Christian life. Sure, life is dangerous and uncertain, but it's also exciting and beautiful! Why stand on the edge and think about the things that could happen? What are we waiting for? Jump! Wouldn't you do so much more stuff if you knew that everything would end up ok? I know I would! Not only that, but I would invite others to join me. "God works for the good of those who love him," right? We have the confidence that we will be safe when we land, so enjoy the ride! That's not to say that we won't get banged up or bruised along the way, but we'll be safe nonetheless.
This is a great thing for me to think about because like so many other people my age, I have no real idea of what my future is going to look like, and based on past experiences, my dreams sell myself short. With all of the things going on in my life - school, friends, church, relationships, ministry, carreer aspirations...the list goes on - wouldn't it be easier for me to jump, enjoy the ride and trust God to have me land right where He wants me? Afterall, where I end up will be better than what I could do for myself. I shouldn't worry about all of that. It's all in the Lord's hands and he's blown my dreams away time and time again. I think life is better this way...I think it's supposed to be this way.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Literally Struggling With Forward Motion
So...people always love to listening to to other people's humiliating stories. I don't know, I guess it makes them feel better about themselves or something, but when people ask me about my most embarrassing moment, I can't think of one. I wasn't embarrassed that one time I got pantsed in front of the entire track team. I actually took three or for steps before readjusting my drawers. That was then...this is now...
'Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain, we're awakening! Here we are now with the desperate youth and pain, we're awakening! Maybe it's called...' I roll over and hit my phone. 'No, not now, Jon. You and your band of Switchfoots do not need to lead me in an awakening this morning. 7:00 AM is not a good time for me. I'm tired, my throat is sore, and I most likely won't miss anything in class. Let's call it a day right now. No, Adam! Get up and go to class. Fine...I'll go to class...'
I stumble out of bed and wrestle with my clothes to get them on the right way...everything is a fight when your eyes are still closed. 'Great...even my eyes are telling me to call it quits...' After my clothes are situated, I grab the iPod and my backpack and head out the door...I'm not in the mood for hygiene this morning. My classmates will have to suffer...ohh well.
Walking to class I take a few deep breaths. The morning is absolutely spectacular. I think mornings are especially beautiful to make the wakeup more bearable. How can you not be excited about a clear blue sky, a cool fall breeze and the warmth of the rising sun on your face? Still a little groggy I decide on Relient K to wake me up a little bit. Unfortunately I'm still a little out of it so I put up my hood on my sweatshirt and stick my hands in my pockets and just zone out and walk down the street. College Avenue has been the bane of my existence lately...they decide to replace three squares of sidewalk right where I normally walk to get to class but it's fenced off and I have to redirect my route. 'I guess I'll just climb up that bench cut in the retaining wall and walk up the Old Main lawn to get to class,' I think. 'Why is all of this construction going on now? I guess it just HAD to wait until 40,000 people walk on this stretch of sidewalk 5 days a week...'
I jump up on the seat of the bench and stretch to get to the ground above it...my foot slips...'Uh Oh! Bracing for impact in 5...wait...impact complete...assessing damage...' Thankfully my nose broke my fall. The sound wasn't all that appetizing though. (Anyone who has eaten crab or shrimp know what I'm talking about...you know...that soft, squishy *crunch* noise...ouch) I stagger to my feet and look around... 'What just happened? Why am I staring at the ground right now? I must be looking for something...makes sense. I mean I just landed on my face.' So I'm looking around on the ground for...something...iPod, cell phone, broken teeth...I don't even know. At this point everything is a reaction. Pretty soon things start coming together: 'Well, I didn't lose my iPod. I can still hear Matt Thiessen singing, "To experience the bittersweet, to taste defeat, then brush your teeth..." (If that isn't irony then I don't know what is) 'Maybe I'm looking for my cell phone. I still feel it in my pocket. Wait...MY HANDS ARE STILL IN MY POCKETS! No wonder my face left a crater the ground!
At this point cobwebs are beginning to clear. I'm crying like crazy because that's what happens when you get hit in the face. I take my hands out of my pockets to make sure everything is alright. It turns out that there is blood dripping off of my chin. Everything from my eyes to my upper lip throbs. I check the ground again to make sure I didn't bust any chicklets...my mouth was pretty sore. They were all in there so that was ok I guess. I plug my nose and stagger toward the Willard Building...easily 200 yards away. 'Great. I have to walk to Willard with blood all over my face. My nose is probably broken so it looks like...wait...what should I do? Ohh yeah! I have a pack of tissues in my pocket! I sling my backpack off of my shoulders, still holding my nose. I also take my glasses off...good thing those didn't break. I finally get to the tissues and release my nose to find a constant stream of blood gushing from my nose to the ground...if it didn't hurt so bad I thought it would have looked pretty cool. The bleeding stops enough to continue to Willard and I head to the nearest bathroom. I check the mirror: "Holy crap! Is my face really that swollen?! My nose is bruised...I never knew a nose could bruise. Dang, I'm a wreck.' I take my glasses off to wash my face only to see that I have two black eyes. 'Good thing I wore my glasses today..." By this time I'm pretty awake and swollen and awake and I get to class on time! Great, now I can zone out and think about what just happened...'Hopefully I don't fall out of my desk now...Dude, I can't believe what just happened! I royally jacked up my beak tripping over a freaking park bench! Who does that? I'm pretty messed up...people are going to notice. I can't tell them what actually happened...it's ridiculous! I'm not the guy who gets in fights...that story won't work...maybe I should just own it...could be kinda funny...what the heck?! My neck hurts! Did I seriously just give myself whiplash from landing on my face? Dang, I could really use some Motrin...and a hug.
So I'm owning it. If you see me around and you think I sound congested it's probably because I am. All of that blood coagulated in my sinuses. It's pretty embarrassing but I think it makes for a pretty good story! Ohh yeah...my throat isn't sore anymore either. And if you're interested, check the semi circle bench along College Avenue caddy corner from Pugh Street...you'll be able to see my blood...
'Here we are now with the falling sky and the rain, we're awakening! Here we are now with the desperate youth and pain, we're awakening! Maybe it's called...' I roll over and hit my phone. 'No, not now, Jon. You and your band of Switchfoots do not need to lead me in an awakening this morning. 7:00 AM is not a good time for me. I'm tired, my throat is sore, and I most likely won't miss anything in class. Let's call it a day right now. No, Adam! Get up and go to class. Fine...I'll go to class...'
I stumble out of bed and wrestle with my clothes to get them on the right way...everything is a fight when your eyes are still closed. 'Great...even my eyes are telling me to call it quits...' After my clothes are situated, I grab the iPod and my backpack and head out the door...I'm not in the mood for hygiene this morning. My classmates will have to suffer...ohh well.
Walking to class I take a few deep breaths. The morning is absolutely spectacular. I think mornings are especially beautiful to make the wakeup more bearable. How can you not be excited about a clear blue sky, a cool fall breeze and the warmth of the rising sun on your face? Still a little groggy I decide on Relient K to wake me up a little bit. Unfortunately I'm still a little out of it so I put up my hood on my sweatshirt and stick my hands in my pockets and just zone out and walk down the street. College Avenue has been the bane of my existence lately...they decide to replace three squares of sidewalk right where I normally walk to get to class but it's fenced off and I have to redirect my route. 'I guess I'll just climb up that bench cut in the retaining wall and walk up the Old Main lawn to get to class,' I think. 'Why is all of this construction going on now? I guess it just HAD to wait until 40,000 people walk on this stretch of sidewalk 5 days a week...'
I jump up on the seat of the bench and stretch to get to the ground above it...my foot slips...'Uh Oh! Bracing for impact in 5...wait...impact complete...assessing damage...' Thankfully my nose broke my fall. The sound wasn't all that appetizing though. (Anyone who has eaten crab or shrimp know what I'm talking about...you know...that soft, squishy *crunch* noise...ouch) I stagger to my feet and look around... 'What just happened? Why am I staring at the ground right now? I must be looking for something...makes sense. I mean I just landed on my face.' So I'm looking around on the ground for...something...iPod, cell phone, broken teeth...I don't even know. At this point everything is a reaction. Pretty soon things start coming together: 'Well, I didn't lose my iPod. I can still hear Matt Thiessen singing, "To experience the bittersweet, to taste defeat, then brush your teeth..." (If that isn't irony then I don't know what is) 'Maybe I'm looking for my cell phone. I still feel it in my pocket. Wait...MY HANDS ARE STILL IN MY POCKETS! No wonder my face left a crater the ground!
At this point cobwebs are beginning to clear. I'm crying like crazy because that's what happens when you get hit in the face. I take my hands out of my pockets to make sure everything is alright. It turns out that there is blood dripping off of my chin. Everything from my eyes to my upper lip throbs. I check the ground again to make sure I didn't bust any chicklets...my mouth was pretty sore. They were all in there so that was ok I guess. I plug my nose and stagger toward the Willard Building...easily 200 yards away. 'Great. I have to walk to Willard with blood all over my face. My nose is probably broken so it looks like...wait...what should I do? Ohh yeah! I have a pack of tissues in my pocket! I sling my backpack off of my shoulders, still holding my nose. I also take my glasses off...good thing those didn't break. I finally get to the tissues and release my nose to find a constant stream of blood gushing from my nose to the ground...if it didn't hurt so bad I thought it would have looked pretty cool. The bleeding stops enough to continue to Willard and I head to the nearest bathroom. I check the mirror: "Holy crap! Is my face really that swollen?! My nose is bruised...I never knew a nose could bruise. Dang, I'm a wreck.' I take my glasses off to wash my face only to see that I have two black eyes. 'Good thing I wore my glasses today..." By this time I'm pretty awake and swollen and awake and I get to class on time! Great, now I can zone out and think about what just happened...'Hopefully I don't fall out of my desk now...Dude, I can't believe what just happened! I royally jacked up my beak tripping over a freaking park bench! Who does that? I'm pretty messed up...people are going to notice. I can't tell them what actually happened...it's ridiculous! I'm not the guy who gets in fights...that story won't work...maybe I should just own it...could be kinda funny...what the heck?! My neck hurts! Did I seriously just give myself whiplash from landing on my face? Dang, I could really use some Motrin...and a hug.
So I'm owning it. If you see me around and you think I sound congested it's probably because I am. All of that blood coagulated in my sinuses. It's pretty embarrassing but I think it makes for a pretty good story! Ohh yeah...my throat isn't sore anymore either. And if you're interested, check the semi circle bench along College Avenue caddy corner from Pugh Street...you'll be able to see my blood...
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